Soooo life...

Still no luck on job, should be looking harder but is so... i dunno how to explain it i'm just not interested in anything right now.

Robert left wednesday for school. Dunno if he likes it there, if he'll stay, he's even being all wishy washy about if he'll come and visit. I got the "i'll see you on breaks" >.> yeah cause you'll be in town anyway. Doesn't feel like he's willing to put the work into us staying together. But only time'll tell, but the clock is always ticking on life ya know?

Siblings birthday is tomorrow >.> oi this weekend is gonna be busy. I'm gonna be watching 2 houses tonight and 3 saturday and sunday and one of them i will be taking care of for over a week. I'll be reading alot, that's all i seem to be doing lately is reading. Guess i don't really wanna be in reality atm.

Is kinda upset at one of my friends. A friend(friend "a") is in town which is unusual and she said she'd hang out with me today (because of the whole sad and lonely issues and yeah blah blah) but she had to go to dinner with a relative at 4 30. So her and another friend(friend "b") and i were going to hang out. But friend "b" hasn't gotten around to letting us know if and when she can hang out and its almost 2 and its like i'm not going to get to see friend "a" at all and is really frustrated.

I ordered a book from borders. Its call "The Marketplace" but its on back order so i wont get it tell like nov. which is saddening.

All for now, off to hang out with friends.